Date: Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Kim is skipping pop for the bash. 100%
her mom is gonna call Mr how soon. today.

I'm still quite in a dilemma.
If only i could see God. then He'll tell me what to do.
but now, I dont feel a single thing.
i dont get His message. at all.

and tuition starts today. or I would be at Connect 08 now.
this is crazy.

Is this some kind of test God's putting me in?

Yesterday I was rather sure, so i told my mom : "Christmas bash"
then she replied : okay, good. but are you sure?

so I'm back to square one. cause I dont know if I'm sure!!
this is killing me.
why must she ask "but are you sure", after she say okay, good..

If only Pop ends just 20mins before Christmas bash starts. 10mins! 5mins! who cares. as long as it ends before bash starts. then Kim and I will definitely go for Pop then rush to the bash.
we'll be able to be at both. but now, it isnt as simple as we want it to get.

If only God could show me the correct choice in the sky or smth.
and I know, someone is dealing the exact same problem besides me and kim in band.
I wonder whats her choice.

Labels: it's all about you. all about you, jesus.