Today was the audition thingy thing for syf you know. super scary. my hands were trembling the whole time. i thought i was the only one, but thank goodness i wasn't haha, cause kimberly felt the same too. i wanted to put back the sticks into those stick holes and found myself trembling like mad.

and I actually missed the whole part of what i was supposed to play during the audition, omg..

I practised so mad and hard for that, that my heart sank right after my hands could 'move' cause i, yeah.. i hope you get what i mean. anyway, it was just so scary. cause when it reached that part, my hands kind of freeze-d. but after that part, i had another to play, so i went wherever my hands took me. my mind was blank.

but it's all over. no point crying over spilt milo. haha

okay that's it =)

I just hope we'll all make it through.